部落格我的心情天地

不知不觉，我已经在这部落写了一段时间了， 说长不长，说短不短。。但是往往，当我读回我曾经写过的东西，还蛮回味的。。

生气时写的也有

 开心时写的也有

心情低落时写的也有

肚子饿的时候写的也有 （我只会吃我知道）

~哈哈，刚才写到这里跑去买东西吃了，果然。。。~

需要发泄时也来这里

不想开口但又有心事时也来这里

不知道什么时候我也成了写部落一族了

渐渐地，觉得写下当下的心情也蛮不错的

就好像现在，去看回以前写的

觉得自己原来会有不一样的想法了

big bright yolk on an early morning

I should be sleeping at this moment after sleeping for only 2 hours last night but what am i still doing here?you know what?i can't sleep, i don't even feel the sleepiness now...ha ha waking up early in the morning and had a good breakfast feels great...

it looked blurred cos of my amateur shooting technique and my phone 5.0 camera

At first i thought we won't be able to see any sunrise today cos of that patch of thick cloud, another thing is every time when i wanna see sun rise, it just won't come out nicely...we were just about to leave when we realize the cloud is thinning and the sun is rising...it just gave me a rush of inexplicable feelings...anyway it's positive so its great...xD  I keep staring at the big round yellowish orange yolk in the sky, it is too bright for the eyes and bad too, but i like the feeling of looking into it i don't know why...again, it's inexplicable...maybe it led me to feel that no matter how does it look initially, you will never know what's coming and what's not....

Despite all the starving mosquitoes who were happy with the new blood upon our arrival, despite the muddy and wet grass, despite the fact the i wore the very slippery sandals and i ended up walk bare-footed on the mud, despite i keep scratching and scratching both my hands and legs, it became worthwhile when the i finally see the big bright yolk...well it was the first time i actually see that.....

God does exist...meaningful *MUST READ*

I came across this in another blog which the blog owner found it from another blog too...

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. They eventually touched on the subject of God.

Barber : I don't believe that God exists.

Customer : Why do you say that?

Barber : Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would    there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can’t imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.

The customer thought for a moment, but didn’t respond because he didn’t want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again.

Customer : You know what? Barbers don't exist.

Barber : How can you say that? I am here. I am a barber, and I just worked on you!

Customer : No! Barbers don’t exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.

Barber : Ah, but barbers DO exist! That’s what happens when people do not come to me.

Customer : Exactly! That’s the point! God, too, DOES exist! That’s what happens when people do not go to Him and don’t look to Him for help. That’s why there’s so much pain and suffering in the world.

Well he's right, you can't say God does not exist just because you never go to Him...this applies to our lives too, when someone hand you a helping hand, you must reach for it as well...just find this is very meaningful to me somehow...

non-destructive

How can you be non-destructive when you are destructing me....T_T

DESSERTS??

I just can't see the desserts in it right now

Oh Gosh

9 Deadly Words Used By A Woman

1) Fine
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up
2) Five Minutes
If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3) Nothing
This is the calm before the storm, This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4) Go Ahead
This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5) Loud Sigh
This is actually a word, but is non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6) That's Okay
This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7) Thanks
A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. 
8) Whatever
Is a woman's way of saying F-YOU!
9) Don't worry about it, I got it.
Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the woman's response, refer to #3


Haha are they really that deadly? maybe not all....xD

I love you mom and dad

某大学一堂选修课上。教授面带微笑，走进教室，对我们说：“我受一家机构委托，来做一项问卷调查，请同学们帮个忙。”

        一听这话，教室里轻微的一阵议论开了，大学课堂本来枯燥，这下好玩多了。

        问卷表发下来，一看，只有两道题。第一题：他很爱她。她细细的瓜子脸，弯弯的娥眉，面色白皙，美丽动人。可是有一天，她不幸遇上了车祸，痊愈后，脸上留下几道大大的丑陋疤痕。你觉得，他会一如既往地爱她吗？

        A 他一定会 B 他一定不会 C 没以前好了

        他是商界的精英，儒雅沉稳，敢打敢拼。忽然有一天，他破产了。你觉得，她还会像以前一样爱他吗？

        A 她一定会 B 她一定不会 C 爱的不深了

我们就做好了。

        问卷收上来，教授一统计，发现：第一题有10%的同学选A，10%的同学选B，80%的同学选C。第二题呢，30%的同学选了A，30%的同学选B，40%的同学选C。“看来，美女毁容比男人破产，更让人不能容忍啊。”教授笑了，“做这两题时，潜意识里，你们是不是把他和她当成了恋人关系？”

        “是啊。”我们答得很整齐。

        “可是，题目本身并没有说他和她是恋人关系啊？”教授似有深意地看着大家，“现在，我们来假设一下，如果，第一题中的‘他’是‘她’的父亲，第二题中的‘她’是‘他’的母亲。让你把这两道题重新做一遍，你还会坚持原来的选择吗？”问卷再次发到我们的手中，教室里忽然变得非常宁静，一张张年青的面庞变得凝重而深沉。几分钟后，问卷收了上来，教授再一统计，两道题，我们都100%地选了A。

        教授的语调深沉而动情：“这个世界上，有一种爱，亘古绵长，无私无求；不因季节更替。不因名利浮沉，这就是父母的爱啊！”善待自己的父母，他们永远是最爱你们的。

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interesting

Saw this from other blog 

2e = 1 + (5v + u)(2e + 1) - 5v - 2e (u - 1)

Have you figured out the answer?

thank you

谢谢你们一边读书一边陪我聊天咯。。也只有你们看得出我有问题。。哈哈，我又正常回咯。。说真的，一定会很想你们的毕业后。。

I didn't say it out but i do appreciate your care and concern...i can only say i'm very grateful to have you guys as my friend, always back me up when something happen and always there for me....hugs...xD
P/s : 以后我一定会记得带钱的。。嘻嘻

Don't ever

lie to me....

once u lied, i will have doubt in whatever you said in the future, no matter how sincere you sounded...

frust no more

Been sometime i didn't write here cos i wrote at another blog and lazy to write at both places...maybe cos not really in mood these few days?something been bothering my mind and with all those work coming at once, i just can't stand it....where shall i start? well i just had my 22nd birthday on Tuesday...thanks guys for giving me a memorable one...you know who you are...hugs...<3  Lol i feel i'm growing so fast..one moment i'm 18 and now i'm 22 already...fast right....
When you don't know what to do for some situations or shits you are in, give yourself some moments to think it through..don't force yourself to come up with a way out or something, my friend once told me there's reason for everything, well it's true that God has His purpose of putting things in the way they are now...it's just a matter of time for you to come to realization about them...it's not that complicated after all...and i'm glad with all that cos i manage to handle them and learnt from time to time....=D

[转载] 女兒，回家幫媽買袋麵包，好嗎？

那天是週末，春日的黃昏有新搾橙汁的顏色與氣息。

老早說好了要和朋友們去逛夜市，母親卻在下班的時候打來了電話，聲音裡是小女孩一般的歡欣雀躍：「明天我們公司去踏青，你下班時幫我到提拉米蘇麵包坊買一袋椰蓉麵包，我帶著中午吃。」

「踏青？」我大吃一驚，「啊，你們還去踏青？」

想都不想，我一口回絕，「媽，我跟朋友約好了要出去，我沒時間。」

跟母親討價還價了半天，她一直說：「只是買一袋麵包，快得很，不會耽誤你…..」

最後她都有點生氣了，我才老大不情願地答應下來。

一心想著速戰速決，剛下班我就飛奔前往。

但是遠遠看到了那家麵包店，我的心便一沉，店裡竟是人山人海，排隊的長龍一直蜿蜒到了店外，我忍不住暗自叫苦。

隨著長龍緩慢地移動，我頻頻看錶，又不時踮起腳向前面張望，足足站了快二十分鐘，才進到店裡。

我站得頭重腳輕、餓得眼冒金星，想起朋友們肯定都在等我，更是急得直跺腳。

春天獨有的暖柔輕風繞滿我週身，而在新出爐麵包薰人欲醉的芳香裡，卻裹著我將一觸即發的火氣。

真不知道母親是怎麼想的，週休日不在家休息，還要去春遊，身體吃得消嗎？

而且和公司同事出去玩，一群半老太太們在一起，有什麼好玩的？

春遊，根本就是小孩子的事嘛！

媽都什麼年紀了，還去春踏青？

前面的人為了排隊次序爆出了激烈的爭吵，便有人熱心地站出來，統計每個人買的數量和品種，給大家排順序。

算下來我是第三爐的最後一個，多少有點盼頭，我鬆口氣，換隻腳接著站。

就在這時，背後有人輕輕叫一聲：「小姐。」

我轉過頭去，是個不認識的中年婦人，

我沒好氣：「幹什麼？」

她的笑容幾乎是謙卑的：「小姐，我們打個商量好嗎？你看，我只在你後面一個人，就得再等一爐。我這是給兒子買，他明天遠足，我待會還得趕回去做飯，晚上還得送他去補習班。如果你不急的話，我想，嗯……」

她的神情裡有說不出的請求，「請問你是幫誰買？」

我很自然地回答她：「給我媽買，她明天也要踏青。」

真不明白，當我回答時，整個店怎麼會在剎那間突然有了一種奇異的寂靜，所有的眼光同時投向我。

有人大聲地問我：「你說你買給誰？」

我還來不及回答，售貨小姐已經笑了：「哇，今天賣了好幾百袋，你可是第一個買給媽媽的。」

我一驚，環顧四週才發現，排在隊伍裡的，幾乎都是女人，從白髮蒼蒼到綺年少婦，每個人的大包小包，都註解著她們主婦和母親的身份。

「那你們呢？」

「當然是給我們小皇帝的。」不知是誰接了口，大家都笑了。

我身後那位婦女連聲說：「對不起！我沒想到，我真沒想到。 這家店人這麼多，你都肯等，真不簡單。我本來都不想來的，是兒子一定要。 一年只有一次的事，我也願意讓他吃好、玩好。我們小時候遠足，還不就是想著要吃零食？」

她臉上忽然浮現出神往的表情，使她整個人都溫柔起來。

我問：「你現在還記得小時候遠足的事啊？」

她笑了：「怎麼不記得？現在也想去啊，每年都想，哪怕只在草坪上坐一坐曬曬太陽也好，到底是春天！可是總沒時間。」

她輕輕嘆口氣，「大概，我也只有等到孩子長大到你這種年紀的時候，才有機會吧！」

原來是這樣，踏青並不是母親一時心血來潮，而是內心深處一個已經埋藏了幾十年的心願。

而我怎麼會一直不知道呢，我是母親的女兒啊。

她手裡的塑膠袋裡，全是飲料、雪餅、果凍等小孩子愛吃的東西。

沈甸甸地，墜得身體微微傾斜，她也不肯放下來歇一歇，她向我解釋：「都是不能碰、不能壓的。」

她就這樣，背負著她那不能碰、不能壓的責任，吃力地、堅持地等待著。

她的笑容平靜裡有著喟嘆：「誰叫我是當媽的？熬吧，到孩子懂得給我買東西的時候就好了！」

她的眼睛深深地看著我，聲音裡充滿了肯定，「反正，那一天也不遠了。」

只因為我的存在，便給了她這麼大的信心嗎？

我卻在瞬間想起我對母親的推三搪四，我的心，開始狠狠地疼痛。

這時，新的一爐麵包熱騰騰地端了出來，芳香像是原子彈一樣地炸開。

我前面那位婦女轉過身來：「我們換一下位置，你先買吧。」

我一楞，連忙謙讓：「不用了，你等了那麼久。」

她已經走到了我的背後，已略顯蒼老的臉上明顯有著生活折磨的痕跡，聲調卻是只有母親才會有的溫煦和決斷：「但是你媽已經等了二十幾年了。」

她前面的一位老太太微笑著讓開了，更前面的一位回身看了她一眼，也默默地退開去。

我看見，她們就這樣，安靜地、從容地、一個接一個地，在我的面前，鋪開了一條小徑，一直通向櫃檯。

我站在小徑的頂端，目瞪口呆，徘徊不敢向前。

「快點啊，」有人催我，「你媽還在家裡等你哪。」

我怔忡地對著她們每一個人看了過去，她們微笑地回看我，目光裡有歲月的重量，也有對未來的信心，更多的，是無限的溫柔。

剎那間，我明白地知道，在這一瞬間，她們看到的不是我，而是她們已經長大成人的兒女。

是不是所有母親都已經習慣了不提辛苦，也不說要求，唯一的、小小的夢想，只是盼望有一天，兒女們會在下班的路上為自己提回一袋麵包吧。 

通往櫃檯的路一下子變得很長很長，我慎重地走在每一位母親的情懷裡，就好像走過了長長的一生，從不諳人事的女孩走到了人生的盡頭，終於讀懂了母親的心。

中学时期曾经读过这一篇文章，没想到现在在朋友的部落格又看到，就转载咯。。不知道你们是否和我一样，读了以后都会觉得很感触。。。

read it and laugh

An elderly lady decided to give herself a big treat for her significant birthday by staying overnight in one of London's most expensive hotels. 

When she checked out next morning, the desk clerk handed her a bill for £250.00.

She exploded and demanded to know why the charge was so high. "It's a nice hotel but the rooms certainly aren't worth £250.00 for just an overnight stop without even breakfast." 

The clerk told her that £250.00 is the 'standard rate' so she insisted on speaking to the Manager.

The Manager appeared and forewarned by the desk clerk announced:

 "The hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference centre which are available for use." 

'But I didn't use them," she said. 

''Well, they are here, and you could have," explained the Manager.

He went on to explain that she could also have seen one of the in-hotel shows for which the hotel is famous. "We have the best entertainers from Edinburgh, Glasgow, and Aberdeen performing here," the Manager said.

"But I didn't go to any of those shows," she said. 

"Well, we have them, and you could have," the Manager replied.

No matter what amenity the Manager mentioned, she replied, "But I didn't use it!"

The Manager was unmoved, so she decided to pay, wrote a cheque and gave it to the Manager. 

The Manager was surprised when he looked at the cheque.

"But madam, this cheque is only made out for £50.00."

''That's correct. I charged you £200.00 for sleeping with me," she replied.

"But I didn't!" exclaims the very surprised Manager.

"Well, too bad, I was here, and you could have." 

Don't mess with Senior Citizens. 

meaningful

魚說：「你看不見我眼中的淚，因為我在水中... 」

水說：「 我能感覺你的淚，因為你在我的心裡...」 

world shortest essay competition

This is a story of a 16 year old boy from New Hampshire , England who won the World's shortest essay competition.  He was awarded a scholarship at the University of Harvard for his imagination and humor.

Here's an example of absolute brilliance.. ..
 Shortest Essay: An English university creative writing class was asked to write a
concise essay containing the following elements:
1) Religion  2) Royalty  3) Sex  4) Mystery

The prize-winner wrote: 

'My God,' said the Queen, 'I'm pregnant. I wonder who the father is.'

Smart isn't he? 

Visit

Just back to room after whole day out for classes and industrial visit...ha ha i don't know why but i'm just happy...maybe cos its the first time our course-mates all went for trip?or maybe i get to play the swing like kiddo?well, just feel like smiling without reasons...but i'm NOT mad kay...been out at night for the past two days and yet going to class in the morning, feel like i'm like a zombie now...i know i looked terrible...@_@
Been wanting to blog but can't think of anything to write now so till then...