shopping

Went to queensbay today with the boys then meet up with the girls for lunch at azuma (akuma ooppss xP), it was my first visit there, the food is nice,me like...jay always introduce nice food, which you can understand why i'm putting on weight since came into usm... after lunch it was shopping time!!

"I hate u both for tempting me to buy, but still i love shopping with u girls!"

edited some but originally quoted from steph xD

We girls go shop while boys go do their walking or strolling..lol...We shopped and go to few shops but we had quite many stuff, teehee..what do you expect?that's what happen when 3 girls (esp one like us) go shop together...especially when we had a new motto, try something ugly and it will look good on you, try something we seldom wear...i love the time going shopping with you girls...muaks...hugs...

This is the old one that steph mentioned..the new one still with her but same position..lols

Love y'all

The F Word

You know what?i suddenly have this random thought..does saying the f word  make some one feel better? what i mean is you blurted it out when something happen or screwed up...it's understandable, when one say fuck when one is extremely annoyed or angry,or if they say what the fuck, once my friend told me that fuck is another word for love, is it?LOL i don't know...but motherfucker is a big no for me...won't you feel really offended if someone say that to u?


But i seriously can't stand when someone is saying this, "fuck the world, those fucker can you shut your fucking mouth up and just fucking leave", is it a necessity to have so many f word in a shorty sentence? well no offence but i just don't get it...

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=fuck

I know i know, this is so random....lols

o_O

I woke up in the morning(being happy that i'm still early to get ready and go for class), just to find out that my eye is swollen, i can't very well go to class like this..whatever you say, i can't go like this...so made up my mind to read in room instead..i'm having a test tomorrow which now i'm feeling more and more anxious cause it's a hard paper which my teacher say he won't repeat any question and we won't score, though he always say that it's a very easy paper..ironic isn't he?

This is what i've been having for the past few days, or at least that's what i think...

Is it true that studying in toilet increases your memory??i wonder....i wouldn't mind trying..LOL

Okok, finish of crap, back to study.....

Wondering

I'm wondering is it true that behind one's action, there's always motives, be it good or bad ones...I get this from my friend, saying that this is true for most people, boy and girl included, they will expect something in return when they do something for you..

A guy who's courting you will do whatever you want him to.

A girl who wants something from the boyfriend will be an obedient gf for the time being.

A person who treat you good means he/she wants something from you.

A person who expect you to return his/her kindness one day.

A person who's devoted to God, be it christian buddhist or some other, expecting something in return when they pray.

I just feel it is sad to have motives behind every single thing we do, isn't it?? Can't we just do something without thinking why we do it? I don't mean that do those reckless stuff without thinking, just that not every single things in the world need motives to do them...

Parents who love their children and shower them with love and care, they don't expect their children to repay them back.

Treating your another half good and loving him/her doesn't mean there's motives behind them, it's just a way of showing your love for him/her.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Though i'm no Christian but this is one verse from bible that i remember, He didn't ask us to repay Him.

Friend who were there for you during difficult times or when you need a shoulder, being good and caring for a friend doesn't mean that there's motives behind it.

Actually i don't deny that some things that some people do may have motives behind 'em but not all, there are many people out there who do things for doing things, not because of some motives...just do things sincerely...its like, of course it is normal for us to pray for something, you can't say like, we have motives when we pray, it's not really that way...it's not really our place to judge bout all this...i just feel that no matter what we do, having motives or not, it's the sincerity when we do the things that counts..

Failed Planning??

Failing to plan means you are planning to fail.

I think that we had heard this line since like, we were in kindergarten primary school high school until now we were in universities. I don't know why but all the teacher seems to like this phrase, it kept coming out from their mouth, asking us to plan ahead of our studies, our future, et cetera et cetera.. I don't know about others, but i guess i'm always failing in planning...i can make up lots of plan ahead in my head...but the rate of succeed for each and every plan is sadly sadly low...i don't know why but i can make plans but the path to fulfilling my plan, there's always something there, be it a small stone, a big rock or some other distractions which is unhealthy, literally speaking...

Actually, experience from past has tell me sometimes, in some things, you need to do things differently, as in no plans and just spontaneous, you will find that spontaneous plans are always excited...however, in some things you need planning, like your studies and money...you would never want an almost-empty-account when the semester is ending, now do you? (i know i sounds damn ironic, argh slap me)

You might say i'm pathetic but thats what i always had, i plan A i get B, i plan X i get Z...you know, it's like never getting or achieving what i plan or had in mind...maybe i didn't work hard to get what i had plan....but

Man proposes, God disposes

But i know, i know that when your plan succeeds the satisfaction you felt is beyond everything, but thats when you succeed and not failed the plan...LOL

I should have been studying now and yet here i am...gotta go grab my lunch liao...till then...

self-reflection?

Have you said or feel something like this?or have you did this to others before?

"why am i left out?"

"why they treat me this way?"

"why can't they understand me?"

"why they say that to me which is harsh?"

"didn't they think before they say or do?"

Well i guess many people came across these before, either they did them or someone did that to them...maybe sometimes we shouldn't blame others or asking why why and why?stop with the why questions and try to think from others point of view, put yourself in others shoes...so what if you weren't treated with the way you expect others to treat you? it doesn't matter, you have your expectations, people have their way of doing things or thinking? God has made us all different so that the world is colorful.

We live in a house of mirrors

and think we are looking out the windows

quote Fritz Perls

This is true, when we were having expectations on other people, others will have expectations on us as well or vice versa. Before asking those why questions, ask yourself did you yourself live up to their expectations on you? if the answer is no, then you should not expect people will live exactly up to your expectation and whine when they don't. since that's the case, then why should us be so small-minded about them? let's not fret about petty stuff and think about other important stuff, i guess that will do us good more than anything. maybe i'm a careless person who never think so far away, i don't know whether it's a good thing or no, but i too, am learning.

Rather than having expectations on others, why don't we have expectations on ourselves? and asking why questions to ourselves..not having high expectations on others doesn't mean we can't have high expectations on ourselves...

Don't lower your expectations to meet your performance. Raise your level of performance to meet your expectations. Expect the best of yourself, and then do what is necessary to make it a reality.

Ralph Marston

LOL i know i've babbling...i write what came to my mind and so everything is like a bit here a bit there...neway, all da best people!!!

Stand by me

well, it takes some time for you to realize who's important in your life..someone whom you don't even like in the beginning might the one who's

always stand by you,

always there for you,

will right you from wrong,

pull you up when you fall,

back you up no matter what,

and you know you can always count on them.

Love, mun