complexity

I have complex feelings right now, it's like a mixture of happy, relieved, glad and a pinch of moodiness...but well, still the positive charges are more than the negative ones so i'll consider them as positive ( -ve ones are negligible) =D

Feel relieved after pouring out what's in my mind, feel happy to see my friend after so long, feel glad that all is sorduf well at this moment (minus the exam coming part T_T ), feel that pinch of moodiness when i though of it (headache-causing-stuff which i should just ignore..lol)

At least i know what i should do now, i don't know whether it's right or wrong but maybe it's for the best...s let's hope the for the best  *fingers crossed hard hard*   well i'm kinda retard sometimes so tell me what you are thinking, whether i'm right or wrong, i can't guess what's in your mind...so tell me please i appreciate that really...

Ha ha i saw someone blog with a very "cute" video of herself posted and i really sweat =.=''' after i watched that and i don't know what she's trying to post or what's the purpose of the video and she actually posted it up to you tube...maybe i just not at the same frequency so seriously i don't understand her video, just like maybe you don't understand mine as well (i myself don't sometimes) o.O

Sometimes when you are down, your friend have a way of comforting you and making you feel better, however when they are facing problems you feel useless cause you have got no idea how to make them feel better or helping them to go through the hard times, all i can do is to be at all ears and a big hug...i'm glad that you are feeling better now and surely you can walk past these  *hearts*

I don't know what am i doing here, i should be either sleeping or studying and yet i'm writing here....