i don't even know

Does everything need to be so coincidently come at almost the same time? Oh God i need to breathe, pray to You that don't suffocate me with all these stuff right now....i seriously dislike all things come at the same time, each of them giving me headache and pressure...

*super duper dislike* 

When one thing not down, another coming up, and not good ones either, it's unlike waves which give me cool breeze but instead this a chain of volcanic mountain, one worst than the other..i know something wrong with my description, pardon me, cause i guess something's wrong with me : ( 
Say what you want, that i'm an irresponsible fella, all i know is just running away from these and hide when i don't know how to face these...well maybe it's true, i do admit i tend to avoid and runaway....coward me!! (i know i am) T_T


Well when something been stocking up for i-don't-even-know-how-long period of time, it needs to break out somehow...maybe thats what happening just now..i don't know why it happened but it did....maybe for the sake of my health? *i know very lame de reason*
Thanks for being concern, being there for me and comforting me when i'm like this, you know who you are...♥♥♥♥♥♥


Maybe i need a relaxing escapade...minus all the tutorial, grades, classes, labs, lecturers faces, things which make me stress... I've been dreaming about this since young, one day when i have that amount of money, i will pick up my backpack, go to the airport, choose a destination and off i go, to wherever it is, not knowing what's ahead...

All i need is just somebody to lean on, i'm not that strong after all